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welp, start of second week. I plan on uploading this on friday, but I'll be updating throughout the week.
Rn it's tuesday. I was going to start an entry on Monday, but I had to go to my brother's girlfriend's bday party.
Tomorrow is my last day of summer break; school is starting earlier each year it feels like. August godamn first.
I still need to finish reading my book.
With the start of the school year comes Cross Country, which honestly, I am so tired of.
I don't hate running or sports, I just hate doing Cross Country. It always makes me feel dysphoric.
Being in the closet, in highschool, in a conservitive area suuuuucks.
Honestly, I have no idea what to write about.
Wednesday has come and went without much event; just a normal day. Only think of note is that I finnished
rewatching season 1 of Yellowjackets.
Tomorrow is the first day of school. I haven't even finished reading my book for english, so I hope this goes well.
welp, friday has come and passed. The first two days of school were ok I guess.
English is a fuck, as to be expected. I like reading, I like stories and books, I love to understand the depper
themes and litterature, but English class is SO goddamn boring. I just can't get over how something that I
all the time without thinking (thinking about stories and how they function) can be made so boring.
I think the issue is that it's taking a form of art, the written word, and trying to structure it. When you just
can't do that to art. Idk
Back to school as a whole: Biology is ok, I my teacher there, he's just chill. I have Aerospace Engineering
which is fun. I signed up for Digital Electronics Engineering, but the school makes you do both so :p. I had a
free period, that I decided to get filled with Theater 1. I am excited for that, I was in the school play last
year so I am looking foreward to that. I don't have a History class this year, because I dropped it since I
didn't need the credit. Although now I am worried that I won't be able to take AP US history, since you need
a teacher reccomendation for AP classes, and I don't have a teacher to reccomend me.
that's something to figure out later in the school year.
In non-school related news I am thinking about getting a job. I don't necessarily like the idea of working
(especially with school) but I do like the idea of money.
I want the money because I want to transition (albeit underage). I looked it up, and DIY hrt only needs about
$60 per month. From what I've heard it is safe.. as long as you don't over do it. I'm thinking 2mg of estrogen
in the morning and in the afternoon. And 100mg progesterone in the morning. I want to take cyperone acitate,
but I can only find 50mg pills; and I'm advised not to take more than 25mg at a time. I've heard there's nothing
wrong with it, it just isn't useful, as 12mg is all your body needs. You can do 25mg every other day but
I'd need a pill spliter for that, which I'm not sure if that'll work. I'm thinking maybe 50mg per week,
but I'm not sure. I need to look into it more
The only problem is that if I'm going to do this; I'll need money, my own money. And for that, I need a job.
so I might start looking in the near future